June 5th, 2003

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Ughhhhh, I not feel so good...

I know God punished Eve and all that, but I have to say, having 3 weeks of every month ruined by my freakin' ovaries is just NOT fair! Got to talk to my doctor into prescribing me ANOTHER kind of pill. All I want is to be left alone, but apparently there are gremlins in control of the system.
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    nauseated nauseated
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OK, my poll's been online a few days and it looks like the big winner is Labryth/Dark Crystal (3 votes), so I think I will get that along with League of Gentlemen and Children of Dune. I am most looking forward to Children, as my mind has been rather obsessed lately with fantasy images and I loved the look of that series -- amazing.

As to where I get them, compare DeepDiscountDVD's total of $54 to Amazon's $70 -- huh! I am going to use that price-compare tool malibran showed me and I bet I could find cheaper too, only I think I would like to get all three from one place to minimize shipping charges. Though I did see Half.com had League for only $5. Hmm.
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i wish i wasn't so irritable.

sometimes i find things annoying me that really should not be annoying me. for example, my supervisor talking about her pregnancy is really driving me nuts. she just never, ever CUTS IT OUT!!!!! i haven't heard her say a damn thing about WORK in weeks. everything is some physical symptom or plan for decorating or anecdote or craving for food. i should not get annoyed, i should not, but i just keep turning the music up on my headphones so i can block it out. see, right now she's talking with the other pregnant lady in the office and they are BOTH doing it... have been for a half hour. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. somebody sould separate these two!

before this, she would talk about gardening all the damned time. after this, she will talk about baby this and baby that all the time. i really should think up some interesting alternate topics, eh? i wish i had something really juicy to discuss, mabye something to make her uncomfortable. it's really too bad i don't have a girlfriend. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

meanwhile, all day i've been in one of those manic "up" modes of super clear thought and productivity that, to me, signal one thing: tomorrow i am going to crash and be mega-depressed and tired. i don't even think it's a self-fulfilling prophecy to say that, since i've learned over time it'd true. there is a definite pattern of any time i get to a certain buoyancy level, there will be a sudden drop into black yuck. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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    The Piano