February 12th, 2004

sideview, obamame_sideview

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All my life I've had a desire to do the "Is this just me thing?" Especially with physical symptoms. I just often wonder, what is a common sensation, what is something weird? Like, I never really thought my sense of smell was weird until gradually, through comparison with others and several experiments, I realized indeed, that sense is either damaged or pretty distorted. (And nobody likes the smell of sulphur but me.)

That said, I'm now wondering...

When people wake up, do they ever feel "baked" like I do? I normally wake up and feel really really hot through my body, like I've slept in an oven. I've thought sometimes it was too many blankets, but it's happened w/o a lot of blankets too. I just feel so hot and woozy and sleepy, like somebody slipped me a drink overnight and also beat me up or wrestled with me. My throat, mouth and eyes are totally dried up as well, confirming my thought I slept in an oven. A shower is required to wake me up AND to bring down this feeling I'm baked goods :)
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sideview, obamame_sideview

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sometimes you just want to read some slashy smut!

and you keep roaming around aimlessly looking for something new.

but you can't find it and you feel all itchy!

know what i mean?

ugh.

must go keep cleaning the living room.
sideview, obamame_sideview

Coooool

So today I got 2 more checks, each to start me off working on new web sites. Ones for a couple mountain cabin rentals, the other is for an artist's site. I just set up a "holder" page for the artist, until the site is actually done, and looking at it, I sort of feel inspired to do the site in some kind of Depeche Mode "Route 66" / "Music for the Masses" style... which is FUNNY because the artist actually does some highway-related art, including "Interstate 50" and we had talked about doing some kind of theme with road signs and symbols. Maybe I should go with the DM idea, make it all very album cover-ish. God, where's Andre Corbin's phone number, I thought I had it around...
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sideview, obamame_sideview

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I am having that uncomfortable I-don't-wanna-edit-this feeling. I wrote something and I know it needs fixing but I love what I wrote in the first place. I feel like changing it will kill it. The rework is working but it is like torture. I like what I did before. I should just do a new story. Or think of it as a new one. I had to see all the beautiful language die. And I do know I need to change it and I like the idea of it but when you have to TRASH the entire thing, it's too painful :(
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